Waiting on the Bench, Chapter Eight

“Waiting on the Bench” is an innovative, esoteric novel.
It combines two separate yet correlated works.
On the one hand, the novel consists of 22 chapters and presents the death and afterlife trials and tribulations of a man during 40 days, according to the Orthodox canons.
On the other hand, for each chapter, there is a corresponding so-called counter-chapter dealing with one of the twenty-two cards of the Major Arcana of the Tarot deck.
“Waiting on the Bench” was inspired by my own near-death experience resulting from my encounter with the covid infection in October 2011.
Five years later, I almost finished the book—five years of my own trials and tribulations.
Today I offer you one full chapter.
Enjoy!

Chapter Eight

The dead of a party. Discovering the bench. A portal to the other side. A similar world but still different. Getting through the twenty customs.

The burial afterparty had ended. The last handful of mourners drifted away as the sun slipped behind the hills and the afternoon bled into evening. I felt hollowed out and frightened, though I couldn’t have said exactly what. Of whatever came next, I suppose. That’s the trouble with the end: it never turns out to be the end.
My legs shook. I sank onto a bench.
The bench held a peculiar place in the cemetery. Most visitors hurried past without a glance. Only now and then did I see an elderly widower settle there to mourn the one he had lost.
The cemetery sprawled across the hillside beneath a canopy of trees. Beyond the rusty Read more Waiting on the Bench, Chapter Eight ›

Roger Waters or James Hetfield? And why?

Roger Waters or James Hetfield? And why?

I was born and raised behind the Iron Curtain. Reading xeroxed books, watching movies from VHS tapes at secret gatherings, and listening to rock music were forms of resistance. Wearing long hair as a man was an act of bravery. The very few of us who had long hair were rebels, artists or undercover governmental agents, respectively, provocateurs.
In the 80s, I was a teenager, and besides various bands from Hungary, I fell in love with Motorhead, The Clash, and other similar monstrosities. We devoured every single record smuggled into Romania, from the Beatles to Venom, without discrimination. So, I emerged into Read more Roger Waters or James Hetfield? And why? ›

3-card readings 10/06/2026

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Ace of Cups rev. – Six of Wands rev. – King of Cups rev.
Fears – Hedonism – Misadventures

Card of the day: Six of Wands rev.
Timing:
August 3 to August 12.
8:40 PM to 9:20 PM. Read more 3-card readings 10/06/2026 ›

3-card readings 10/05/2026

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King of Disks – Temperance rev. – Sacrifice
Stability – Imbalance – Introspection

Card of the day: Temperance rev.
Timing:
September 23 to October 22
4 PM to 6 PM. Read more 3-card readings 10/05/2026 ›

3-card readings 09/30/2026

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Temperance rev. – Six of Swords – Justice
Imbalance – Departure – Quest

Card of the day:
Timing:
January 30 to February 8.
8:40 AM to 9:20 AM.

Spiritual advice: Dejan Stojanović wrote, “Arrival in the world is really a departure and Read more 3-card readings 09/30/2026 ›

3-card readings 09/21/2026

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Temperance – Seven of Disks rev. – Two of Disks
Moderation – Barriers – Ascension

Card of the day: Seven of Disks rev.
Timing:
May 11 to May 21.
2 AM to 2:40 AM.

Spiritual advice: According to Israelmore Ayivor, “If you don’t see the images Read more 3-card readings 09/21/2026 ›

3-card readings 09/18/2026

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King of Disks – Two of Disks rev. – Two of Cups
Stability – Decay – Sensitivity

Card of the day: Two of Disks rev.
Timing:
December 22 to January 1.
11:20 AM to 12 AM.

Spiritual advice: According to Renuka Goria, “The devilish ego never allows us to admit that we were wrong. It becomes a seed of discord and decay.”
Practical advice: Find reason where there is none; find purpose where there is none.

“Whoever would rise, must first descend, for only then can the bottommost rise to the top.”
Gustav Meyrink

– What should you focus on today?
– What has gone wrong?

A new day, a new puzzle to solve.
Sometimes, considering life as a silly game is Read more 3-card readings 09/18/2026 ›